-Smile With Me

I wish it was socially acceptable to pick your nose in public. I’m sorry I have boogers and no tissues available.
Thank you random person at the airport for death glaring at me while I dig for gold.

Alright, so Jungle was amazing yesterday. Happy Skippers and happy guests!

Today was alittle off but its all good.

I had a dream last night that someone gave me a baby pet elephant that could fit in my hands and he would give me kisses and I loved him. So clearly I had him with me all day and the other skips played along, and then Bennett smushed Daniel’s elephant because he thought Daniel wanted a high five. It was pretty funny to me.

Now I am off to fly to Phoenix for 24 hours. I am going to pick up some things from my house that I want/need in California. I am gonna go shopping, get lunch at Eli’s and get my hair done. Also I am going to eat some Oregano’s and I will then fly back to California :)

i am such a happy girl.

Just got a whole entire rusted tack stuck in my foot at my apartment.

My dad’s advice, “Well you should be fine, but if it start to swell, get red, become really painful, or you get a fever - then we should probably get you to a doctor.”

Okay, thanks Dad, I will just go ahead and wait until I potentially die. haha

Anyways - today at work was super busy. Jungle Cruise is still amazing, I am just hoping that I will be able to handle everything. My lead was giving me good feedback on loading bote’s quickly so that’s good. I just love it there, and I am so happy I was placed here.

Also it is pretty fun to have Justin be my bote partner, and have mini conversations in passing. I can’t wait to order pizza and watch How I Met Your Mother with him tonight :) A much needed relaxing night.

You know, as much as it sucks to only get 3 hours of sleep, today has been a good day. I went to class, took a nap, and did all the errands I wanted to do.

I’ve made a great meal and I’ve gotten to enjoy 3 hours of one of my guilty pleasure shows without any of my roommates home to bitch about how stupid it is.

Today reminded me of how independent I am, and how it is a little rough to feel alone without family around, but that I am a strong girl that’s been standing on my own two feet for almost 4 years, and I am happy.

For the first time in 3 years I can truly say I am happy. I am going through a rough patch again, but I had one day of pure stress and sadness about it, but I am moving forward. Separating this drama from my life right now, because there isn’t anything I can do about it, and this isn’t going to go away, ever. And I need to live my life.

I am at fricken DISNEYLAND, living out my dream. I have let go of a lot of the negative people in my life, and so many doors and dreams are opening for me.

And I have met the most wonderful people, that brighten my day. Even if I just see them for a couple minutes in passing backstage. I am just constantly needing to remind myself that I am so blessed and to not take anything for granite (I just love and now live for Jungle Cruise humor)

Going out and running errands.

Not really talking to anyone all day. Because you are a fully functioning adult who doesn’t need to talk to mom or dad or family every day.

I am not sure if I like this. I feel kinda alone today.

It is weird to think that I soon will be paying for everything on my own, and have a life of my own with someone else, and starting this new life just for me.

I am just in this awkward limbo right now, still semi dependent on my parents but practically on my own.

And I am alittle bit screwed for it.

I’ve been up since 7:45 this morning, and did not take a nap.

So I will crash come midnight, and then still have work til 3am.

Then class at 8:30am tomorrow morning until 12:30 and then I’ve got to run errands.

And I most likely won’t be able to sleep during the day :(